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cas_sidy_23 @ 2005-05-01T23:27:00

2005-05-02T03:33:26Z

friday i went to the movies wit steph noelle and kimmie and we saw julie there..we went to see alot like love it was okayy..then saturday i didnt really do anything..sunday i had a soccer game and we won and then i went over matts house..tomorrow i have school and i really dont wanna go but w.e...well thats it for now

KID CA$$IDY

cas_sidy_23 @ 2005-03-24T18:59:00

2005-03-24T23:53:45Z

i love steph soo much she is my world and i love her 2 death 143!!

cas_sidy_23 @ 2005-03-22T17:45:00

2005-03-22T22:42:31Z

holla everyone ugh well sry i havent updated in a while so nothing really exsiteing or wonderful its carmel here and well i went 2 my freind matts the other day i lost his $350 ipod which im in deep shit for and then i went 2 see the ring two wid steph and julie which i had a great time everyone was their and then sunday i had soccer at 700 in the morning and then i had 2 do hw ugh i swear teachers suck and now im starting get my grades up so hopefully i pass english lol thats about it so till next time im out

KID CA$$IDY

cas_sidy_23 @ 2005-03-16T15:18:00

2005-03-16T20:28:25Z

ugh so last night was so annoying i got introuble at school whats new and the called my mom my mom my dad start yelling at me and then i yell bakck then my dads like u do nothing but eat sleep school phone go out and the computer and im like dad what teenager doesnt do that & hes like well other kids ik r all studying all the time. "Im like no way in hell am i studying all day long". so then my dad says uk since u said that u arent going ok all the time ur grounded till further notice and im going 2 work more often and thats like almost evryother dad hes like ur 15 now start working im lke i do work and that pissed me the fuck off and so i said fuck u and got up and left at like 630 and went up the road up 2 sum mini pond thing and theirs a bench sat theri 4 a while like 2 hours went home and my parenst where gone and i got shit 4 school and then went over 2 my next door neighbor who wasnt home went 2 his house 4 a while then left and then went back up 2 the ond and fell asleep on the bench and walked 2 school so yea not so fun but i hate my FUCKING PARENTS ugh and my dad walipped across the face and that just set me off and i left so yea i pretty much hate life so ugh idk what 2 do like sumtimes i like think about committing idk but like what stops me is like that ? like would anyone care about what is like also planed 4 me inthe future idk im stupid as well im failing english and going 2 prob fail math 4 this quater so thats about it so w\eeeee

KID CA$$IDY

cas_sidy_23 @ 2005-03-14T16:46:00

2005-03-14T21:43:57Z

so today i wokeup late and i was so tired ugh then fell asleep in social and i got kicked out of class because he said he didnt like my languge and so i said so u dont like english. then i came and now im on da phone steph girl ilove so thats about it pretty gay day peace out

KID CA$$IDY

cas_sidy_23 @ 2005-03-13T19:18:00

2005-03-14T00:42:49Z

So pretty boring weekend friday i was home all day doing nada which was so fun then sat i cleaned my intire house *sparkling* i could see my self in the floor also i worked out my 8 pack which even steph's very very impressed with lo from like 3-6 listening 2 50 cent new cd yeah yeah. Then that night went 2 the movies wid steph and julie had so much fun julie was sad but i made her happy:) lol twinkle twinkle baby twinkle twinkle baby lol gt and then me steph this girl is amazing ilove her so much and then today i went 2 soccer practice ugh tired as hell and went 2 sum gay irish parade ugh and then 2 matthew's house 4 a while and here i am now pretty gay week lol so cant wait till the heat comes thats all 4 now as the riches say it tiidles young chap lol

cas_sidy_23 @ 2005-03-07T15:32:00

2005-03-07T20:35:08Z

so nothing new espect 2day at school SAM GAY DONAHUE SLAMed my finger in her locker and it was suck and i had 2 yank it out and it was swolin already and i had a major blood blister all over my finer it was huge just my top nuckle was full of blood and so i went home then 2 the doctors and i found out she broke it ty very much so yea ugh it fucking kills so now im back 2 typing wid one hand AGAIN so0 yea school is so gay its borin as hell and all of a sudden my teachers start 2 give us more and more hw itsfucking sucks. i offically hate then last fri i had inschool which sucked ass i forged my teachers signiture and the teacher came in my other class and found out then i went 2 the police office and the officer was like "uk this is a serious feline" I was " no" lol so yea thats about it i went over my freind matt g's house played halo2 which i WALliPED matts ass lol im the king of that game so nohting else ttyl im out

KID CA$$IDY

school

2005-03-03T15:55:11Z

well im in school right now and im listening 2 the game cd in class hehe "its compton in the house" sry best part the song so yea 4 some reason 2day going extra slow ugh so i cant wait 2 get out then i have a bball game later 2 night hopefully i win and then yesterday i went 2 matts house and played halo 2 amazing amazing game let me tell u then we went 2 see steph my wonderful girlfreind she was the best but then she had 2 go kick me in the BALLS!!!!! omfg it felt like i was going 2 die ugh so anyway 2maro idk bell shit bye

cas_sidy_23 @ 2005-02-04T19:28:00

2005-02-05T00:26:53Z

ugh so not many things r new life just is boring it feels like everythings changed idk maby its just me but w\e lifes life u cant change it its already been planed ugh well etheir god hates me or he mixed up lifes wid a diff joe cassidy well im so bored im never aloud out and idc so i need stuff 2do so u bored just im orsumthing so i can actully dosumthing wid my poitless life lol

I LOVE U STEPH

KID CA$$IDY

cas_sidy_23 @ 2005-01-28T14:57:00

2005-01-28T20:03:41Z

what would u do if i died?
how would u react if i died?
Would u even care and y?
should i die?
am i even somwhat apart of ur life?
Iv noticed that im immature so w\e

i love u steph so much ur my world ur everything 2 me

KID Ca$$iDy

school

2005-01-20T14:56:08Z

im is computer room right now and i have nothing else 2 do and so i felt lie just saying how my day going so far i have had science then 2 periods straight of math uhg omfg lol her voice is now stuck in my head! lol so im in comp class and theirs nada 2 do and next i got free then social,free again, english, art class then home finally then im sleeping then talking 2 my wonderful gf steph:) so yea well class about 2 nvm

sugarrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!

2005-01-16T20:25:05Z

so im on the phonewid steph right now and i love this girl so much she is my world i have never been this happy i love her 2 death she i amazingly beautiful and has a amazing asss!!!!!!!! steph is the best girl i have already 1/11/05 so last night i went wid steph 2 my bros bball game and she looked ugh omg holey shit hoTT!!! i was god dame and we went out side stole a stop sign and then i tryed 2 touch the rim out side and i almost slipped on ice and broke my neck lol and the she laughed at me:( ty and so thats basiclly it and UGH U IDIOTS! out their u r all FAT LARDSSSSS!!!

cas_sidy_23 @ 2005-01-09T19:38:00

2005-01-10T01:00:59Z

I ____ Joe.
Joe is ____.
If I were alone in a room with Joe, I would _______.
I think Joe should _____.
Joe needs_____.
I want to _______ Joe.
Someday, Joe will_____.
Joe reminds me of_____.
Without Joe_____.
_______ is how I describe meeting Joe.
If I could say one thing to Anna it would be_____.
*What is your first memory of me_____.
*What was your first impression of me_____.
*Best friends? good friends? just friends_____.
*Tell about one memory we share together_____.
*Name one thing you really don't like about me_____.
*Name one thing you really do like about me_____.
*Have we ever kissed?
*What are my best physical features_____.
*What is something embarrassing that I've done_____.
*What do I usually look like when you see me_____.
*What do I say all the time\whats my catch phrase_____.
*Do you think we will be friends in 5 years_____.
*Has there been anything you wanted to tell me, but didn't_____.
*Do we have an inside joke? If so, what is it?_____.
*Is there a song that reminds you of me_____.
*Label me_____.

cas_sidy_23 @ 2004-12-20T14:58:00

2004-12-20T20:11:56Z

Stephanie _ ur amazing! ur da best ur always der 4 me i kno i can always trust u! bffeaeaeaeaeaeae much luv!!

noelle _ ur da best! ur such a poop head lol! " i bought you a skateboard ramp" you- oh sweet realy?"
" no r u kidding me do u think i would actually carey that thing outta the mall.. you- " um no" lol haha good times good times.. much luv ! bffeAeAeAeA...143 ha

U two r da best i couldnt ask for more! no one could ever replace u 2! s0o0o many good times

AND JEROME ROLLINS WATCH OUT!

PeAce! im out

CAS_SIDY

fun night

2004-12-05T02:18:59Z

yo last night i went 2 the ice rink and i had so much fun yo omg the were like 3 hotts and like jesse brink wow and well i never knew that their were so many small kids in brewster and THEN OMG I SAW ONE OF THE KIDS FROM MAHOPAC and i was about 2 snap and i was starring sonw the kid the intear time i was just idk what was wrong wid me i just felt so much pain and angre in side me i didnt know what it was so then i went and got back up just incase sumthing happen this time i had sum people behind me so steph was their holdong me back lol and my freinds mom didnt want me 2 go near him i ws com on plzz she was like no! i was ok ok so then everyone was leaving i gave th kid on elast look thanks CARMEL yea so steph was so happy last night was amazing i had so much FUNNN last night i saw my best freind steph noelle in like a month wow i was like omg hey i was just so happy and i just dont like haveing 2 go home just idk but apart from that i love life i happy 4 once :)
LIFES DA BEST!!!!

vickooooo da sexy beast

2004-11-12T02:11:04Z

so im on da phone wid vicko denig and this is da best convo ever cuz shes da best no convo is any better vicki is da hottest girl iv ever seeen i love her sexy body yea yay wooo hooo our song is just lose it but now she gotta go so i gota go end this lj so 2 end it all up vicko is amazinglyhott sexy beast and da sexyest thing ive ever seen in my life and when i c her move her ass it makes my pee pee go dong dong dong heeheheh lol

da end

haapppppppppyyyyyyy holloweeeeennnnnnnn

2004-10-31T17:36:49Z

Happpy holloween everybody

well last night was amazing its was sososo fucking fun we just sat down in da living room wow! lol so i ad 2 livin it up soi started 2 jump on peps and it was fun i squshed like 5 peps and then we like just sa den i was fucking so stupid knowing me i so gay im really bad best freind and big brother im so fucking great seriously i fucking called kimmy fat and she deff is not and if u think dat well say 2 her face and mine and it will a fucking showdown and we a friggen tag team ur ass bitch lol but if u think dat fuck u plus kimmy u deff arent at least not in my eyes and sry noelle but kimmy is a beast lol haha but n e it was fun den i didnt want 2 go home cuz i was introuble and so it ruined my night but w\e i still had fun me noelle are going she da bomb diggy diggy bomb lol such a poop head then in da middle of da party i got harased by like 5 girls it was like a harsing chamber i got titty twisted by kimmy och i stll feel it :( and then i got hit in da balls by steph and butt spanked by noelle :) hehe lol and nut tapped by kimmy noelle steph amanda jess danille jess m vicky it was HELLLL!!!! then i got my ass spanked by steph and noelle and like 4 times by kimmy they all now were 2 hit dame it hurts so bad i cant sit and my body hurts and my face also but i deserved it cuz i wwas a asshole 2 kimmy last night so i got slapped soo apart from dat it was fun so it all comes down 2

7= nutt tapped,3=penis grabbed,6=butt spanked,2=titty twisted,3=face slapped,4=hit in da stomach but dat didnt hurt tho

soo fun night deen another funn night again today yea yaaaaaaa

i love u noelle

Bffeaeaa SO ND KM forever no matter what!!!

Proud and Hurting

2004-10-11T14:22:29Z

so u prob already heard about me so its fucking mesed up cuz diz kids come out and kimmy asked them for dollar and their like come get it and stick it infront of their small penis lol and then i threw a piecie of food At them and i said dont fucking say that 2 her then we started smack talkin and then some kid hit me from behind and then i gave him a upper shot 2 da jaw then a shot 2 da temple then he swong and missed then he hit me in da side of da head then h threw a punch i blocked it that broke my arm and then he tried taking off my shirt and threw me out 2 da road i jumped back in put on my shirt he grabed me body slamed me2 da floor and then 2-3 kids kicked me punched me and hit m in da balls so they were seniors so i guess i was putting up a good fight so he had 2 get help so they are fucking pussys then they ran away and theni kne my arm was broke and sarah,kimmy steph noelle helped me then i went 2 da police car den ambulence and Broke my arm in 2 places, brused eye,busted up lip, had surjury, have a steal plate, 6 screws and thats in my arm for da rest of my life, and lost 10-15% rotation in my arm so its was worth it cuz no one says dat shit 2 my best friend aka lil 'sis kimmy the girl ill do anything for cuz shes da best and the girl I LOVE and I LIKE so kimmy anyone who does dat 2 u,u jut tel kimmy k

KIMMY I LOVE U

i dont know

2004-10-09T01:22:36Z

i thinking about doing something and im not sure if i should cuz it might b answered with a no!! cuz i idk it would happen im sorda scared 2 do it idk i need answers

likeing ***** **** yes i do

so if u do 2 tell me cuz mayb shit could happen plz cuz i wanna try it again plz i realy like her alot idk whats wrong wid me i cant get over her shes eveything i want in a girl ik shes da one

I wanna but im not sure yet

I like u kimberly melo

no more stars

im confused of what i should do

2004-10-06T23:47:35Z

umm lately iv been likeing life at school at home still gay as hell so idk what 2 do im likeing 2 diff pepz i dont know what 2 do cuz i starting 2 get 2 know this girl and she pretty cool and nice and good looking and dats a good combination lol and so but idk what 2 do about the other one cuz i think i like her lil bit more but i dont think she'll do anything about it if i tell her i dont think she would go out wid me cuz i just dont think she would this sucks cuz i so confused and ,i guess im in love corny but tru, so uh i feels good but it would make it feel better if i got 2 go out wid them but that just wount happen so i guess im just gotta give up on them and move on LIKEN ******* *******

***** **** But likn this 1 more

I just hope that if i tell them they wount take advantage of me cuz that b really gay a thats what i wount like in a girl!!!

Tell the person u like that u do or u will never know what could of happened or happen dont b scared cuz things wount change

A****** ******Y and ***M* ***O

This might sound gay but i lik these 2 so i dont care what u think cuz i do what i want

i just dont know what 2 do i so confused it hurts

2004-10-03T23:32:35Z

This song is 2 a girl who im truely sry 2 who im a asshole 2 and treat her like shit

Let ME Love U

Ur the kind of women that desires a fist full of dimaonds, Baby u should let me love u, let me be the one 2 give u everything u want in me, Baby a good love and protection make me ur selection, show u the way love suppose 2 be

let me love you we should be together girl

"I know u smell the colone on the shirt,u dont beleive his storys and as bad as u want u stick around i dont know y"

Im SRY for everything ***** ****

i just am hurting and confused

I know that u dont like me or anything but i still do and i want 2 become close angain so their is no fighting im sry i know lately i have been a jackass but im truly sry and i that u might hate me and dont like me but i DO so...... do what u want with this cuz i hope u use it 2 a good use cuz i really love u i hope this dosent change our freindship cuz i tryed acting like i dont but its 2 hard 2 hold in and i have 2 let it out so i love u ***** **** so thats the reason y if been cting diff im sry plz use this 2 a good use im sry

YES

BesSt Day

2004-09-20T00:54:18Z

Yea so i went 2 da mall and omg their was this girl that was like so dame hotttt!!!!!!!! omg she was amazing and the best part was when she looked at me at staired at me and lokked away and then lokked back omg i was like jaw dropped haha buti was 2 chicken 2 go up 2 her so whatever but their will b others hopefully , yea and my BEST FREIND kimmy yea she was being a bad lil sister cuz she didnt hang out wid me at da mall yea i just want 2 slice her throut but i cant cuz shes my BEST FREIND and Best lil sis and only thats y hahah

Yea i bet u that ur freinds arent as good as my Best freinds cuz mine are the best of da best and their always their for me and alawys goign2 b their the best that could and ever wil happen 2 me and thats all i need in life and if that what happens im fine wid that cuz thats all ill ever need and want cuz i so happy whenim talking or hanging out wid them they mean da world 2 me and are my world im their bitchs yes im their bitchs and yes i want that so MY BEST freinds are STEPH OLIVERI aka toey NOELLE DAPRILE aka tiny poop KIMBERLY MELO AKA lil sister they are the best i could ever ask foe i love them forever

JUST DA 4 of us Now and forever never want 2 lose u 3 ur my life and my world SO ND KM i love u 3

I might start b starting 2 like someone but..

KID CASSIDY

sorry

2004-09-04T22:42:38Z

"hope dangles on a string likeu uv cought my eye"
sry plz like the dimond in ur ring cutt to mirrior ur reflection thats so beautiful im trying cleanup so sry
dont let me slip away from u

sorry

2004-09-04T22:35:29Z

kimmy 2day i was bad im sorry

kimmy i wish my wish came true cuz ur my shooting star that i wait for 2 wish on every night can u make it come tru cuz ur so shineing with love and happiness sry i dont want 2 take that away sry for making u sad

"You look up and cry for a star. You know you'll never get it.Then one night you look down - and there it is, shining in your hand and never want 2 let it go"
kimmy thats u plz forgive sry i got u i dont want 2 loose u sry idont what else 2 say kim sry

im so stupid

2004-09-04T20:25:05Z

kimmy just picture my voice while u read this

kimmy im soosry for what i did i their id something side u that says be freinds wid me plz listen cuz dont fightit plz i beg u look at everythingweve done u think i wuld actully do this 2 my self and u u i would never want 2 loose u please im so sry im crying right now typing this journal im swear im notjust saying if it was a letter their would b tear drops on it im sry for what i did just want 2 bee freinds plz first amanda then vicky now u the most important in my life andu kimmy iv talk2 u about my life that no one else nows about nut u i trust u i mean ur everything 2 me and dont need 2 loose this quick bye some stuipid thing i said and didnt mean im so sry plz from my broken heart 2 ur s plz forgive i dont want mistake brake us up plz im sry my falt and i want2 undo it im syplzplzplzpzlplzplz kimmy alexa christan gabbero melo plz im sry plz forgive me for my stupid actions i know i treatedu bad im sry and i know we gotit 2 fights and they were for no reason but i dont want 2 anymore plzsry

i dont want 2 ever loose u plz